knifemonopoly: (matter and shadow)
̷A̷t̷e̷m̷ ([personal profile] knifemonopoly) wrote in [community profile] graveyardsmash 2022-12-01 02:24 am (UTC)

[He says he's mad, but...

...he'll just have to live with it, won't he...? There's plenty to be mad about, that's happened because of Ryslig. This is a drop in a very, very big bucket.
]

Hah....

[It's humorless.]

...I'm sorry, Nagito. I wish I could say, I know you will!

But, I can't! Because you can't protect me. Not from Ryslig! No one can. If the power behind this place has decided that I'm going to be hurt, then...no amount of powers or planning, or even friends, can change that. Ryslig doesn't let anything interfere with putting monsters through pain.

[He's not looking at Komaeda. He's waling towards the mall, and holding Komaeda's hand, and looking ahead at the pavement.]

It's not the unknown that's made me this way, Nagito. If it were still "the unknown," I'd be able to deal with it...but, it's actually too certain! It's certain that it'll be bad, and certain that nothing can be done about it! Unfortunately, too many of those things happened, while you were away...

[His eyes go distant. How many times...?]

...unfortunately, those things change us. You didn't come back until after I realized how hopeless it is, here...how useless it really is to fight. You'll have to settle for the "me" that's left...

...the rest got burned away.

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