[He can't say he understands why people change into the monsters they do, only that it happens and it's inevitable. They're powerless to stop it.
It's funny, because he wasn't even referring to the changes in particular when he mentioned "a lot" happening...but Vampire doesn't need to know about the horrors of the previous month. Not right now.]
You already can see for yourself that I'm becoming much different than you're used to. And I can't say yet that I'm even finished changing. I really don't know.
[It scares him, not knowing.
And honestly? Truly honestly? He hopes Vampire doesn't have to experience becoming this type of Vampire.
He doesn't want him to have to go through what he did...dying, like he did.]
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[He can't say he understands why people change into the monsters they do, only that it happens and it's inevitable. They're powerless to stop it.
It's funny, because he wasn't even referring to the changes in particular when he mentioned "a lot" happening...but Vampire doesn't need to know about the horrors of the previous month. Not right now.]
You already can see for yourself that I'm becoming much different than you're used to. And I can't say yet that I'm even finished changing. I really don't know.
[It scares him, not knowing.
And honestly? Truly honestly? He hopes Vampire doesn't have to experience becoming this type of Vampire.
He doesn't want him to have to go through what he did...dying, like he did.]