Then you were created by some manner of sorcery? [It's his first thought, although hypothetically advanced enough technology could also achieve a similar result; most Militesi drones might've only been capable of executing predictable programming patterns, but some of their recent work seemed to be edging towards self-aware and responding more fluidly to surroundings.]
[He does have a pause where he has a hand almost over his heart, thinking before he starts something that's an attempt to explain with a few vague hand gestures through it.] Being continually aware of everything would become distracting and make it difficult to focus on any one thing enough to function; the brain has structures dedicated to filtering input, sorting out what would be relevant and useful immediately for conscious notice, what may not be of immediate note but is worth remembering in the long-term, and what to essentially discard or work around without notice - any sensation that is 'continual background noise' long enough will eventually fall into the last category, only drawing attention when something about it changes unexpectedly.
I think I'm going to need to occasionally apologize to anyone who talks to him for things like this
[He does have a pause where he has a hand almost over his heart, thinking before he starts something that's an attempt to explain with a few vague hand gestures through it.] Being continually aware of everything would become distracting and make it difficult to focus on any one thing enough to function; the brain has structures dedicated to filtering input, sorting out what would be relevant and useful immediately for conscious notice, what may not be of immediate note but is worth remembering in the long-term, and what to essentially discard or work around without notice - any sensation that is 'continual background noise' long enough will eventually fall into the last category, only drawing attention when something about it changes unexpectedly.